I once felt
You know how it feels when someone so special to you has
been apart from you for a long period of time.
Feels like you are all alone where
in family and friends are not enough to make your day complete.
No one is available to accompany
you when you want to go somewhere.
When you
are in the mall or market place, you see things that you wanted him or her to
have.
No one is willing to be with you
when you want some thing to do.
You cannot share what you feel
inside.
You enviously staring to other
couples who were happily together and showing sweet gestures at each other. In
the end, you will be mad at them saying that they must not be over PDA (public
display of affection).
There’s no reason to celebrate any
occasion that for quite some time you were so eager and excited to celebrate it
with.
When it rains, there’s only one
person who always comes in your mind and then senti mode is on.
And when there’s no rain, you look
up in the sky, staring blankly above and wishing that somehow, he or she is
doing the same. After all, you were still living on the same place called
earth.
When you listen to lonely music,
you were so much relate as you deeply understand its meaning.
You end up crying when you miss
that person so much.
You wish to fast forward the hours,
days, weeks and months just for you to be with that person once again.
All you can hug is your life size
teddy bear or even your eventually turning to wet pillows.
When you look at something, it was
always him or her that you remember.
Memories of being together are
always filling up your mind.
You wished to do all the things
that you have done together.
You always show to other people
that you were happily alone even though deep inside, it isn’t.
You feel disgusted when you want
something to go or to do but the people you invited wasn’t available.
During get together or bonding
moments with friends, you also feel disgusted or outcast when they brought
their so called- keychains or boyfriends/ girlfriends.
Your diary
or journal is your best friend.
You go to
places you wanted to go, ALONE.
For
sometimes, it was quite awkward to go on shopping, once again, ALONE.
And when the time comes that you will be together again, the
happiness that you once felt can erase all the loneliness that you’ve been
through.
Love is really so powerful that everyone’s mood can change
it from time to time.
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-LaiN
