Alone_Lonely_Happy_LOVE

I once felt

You know how it feels when someone so special to you has been apart from you for a long period of time.

Feels like you are all alone where in family and friends are not enough to make your day complete.

No one is available to accompany you when you want to go somewhere.

           

            When you are in the mall or market place, you see things that you wanted him or her to have.

No one is willing to be with you when you want some thing to do.

You cannot share what you feel inside.

You enviously staring to other couples who were happily together and showing sweet gestures at each other. In the end, you will be mad at them saying that they must not be over PDA (public display of affection).

There’s no reason to celebrate any occasion that for quite some time you were so eager and excited to celebrate it with.

When it rains, there’s only one person who always comes in your mind and then senti mode is on.

And when there’s no rain, you look up in the sky, staring blankly above and wishing that somehow, he or she is doing the same. After all, you were still living on the same place called earth.

When you listen to lonely music, you were so much relate as you deeply understand its meaning.

You end up crying when you miss that person so much.

You wish to fast forward the hours, days, weeks and months just for you to be with that person once again.

All you can hug is your life size teddy bear or even your eventually turning to wet pillows.

When you look at something, it was always him or her that you remember.

Memories of being together are always filling up your mind.

You wished to do all the things that you have done together.

You always show to other people that you were happily alone even though deep inside, it isn’t.

You feel disgusted when you want something to go or to do but the people you invited wasn’t available.

During get together or bonding moments with friends, you also feel disgusted or outcast when they brought their so called- keychains or boyfriends/ girlfriends.

            Your diary or journal is your best friend.

           

            You go to places you wanted to go, ALONE.

           

            For sometimes, it was quite awkward to go on shopping, once again, ALONE.

And when the time comes that you will be together again, the happiness that you once felt can erase all the loneliness that you’ve been through.

Love is really so powerful that everyone’s mood can change it from time to time.

L O V E

-LaiN