Updating my thoughts….
I have a group of friends....
We call ourselves, TSG. And its meaning is
a sacred secret. Hehe.
We became friends when we were in first
year college. We were eight in the group. Seven girls and one boy.
We graduated last 2010 and from then on, we
started to have our own separate lives.
Let me introduce them to you based on how I
knew them.
Of course, people do change for it is one
of the constant things in this world.
But then again, yeah people do change but
not the memories that once built.
Okay let’s move on.
Here they are:
Jhon
The Grandma of the barkada.
She’s very strict when it comes to school
projects and group works.
She’s a love expert because she once had a
very colorful love life.
Rose
During our first two years in college, she was
so studious, conservative and well-reserved.
But when she fell in love, she became so
numb. (Hehe. I love you, Rose!) All she ever did was to follow her heart.
She’s also the first on our group who bore
an angel.
Lan
The
one who never rush in love.
Outrageous, spontaneous and adventurous.
Super effort in terms of fashion statement.
She’s a kind of person who keeps in herself
what she truly feels.
Cez
The
harshest and straight forward.
She’s a fighter, a war-freak but then the
truest to herself.
She’s someone who would choose her friends
over her boyfriend.
She loves us so much but rarely shows it.
Hehe.
Lyn
She’s the one who can get along well with
anybody.
But
then she has a low self esteem. She sometimes considers herself as an outcast
of the group.
One of my friends said that she’s also a
kind of person that you can depend when she has really something to offer.
Dez
The
most silent.
The
one who can keep your secrets for the longest time. She loves truly and genuinely.
Just like Lan, she only keeps to herself
what she feels and what she’s been going through.
Marky
The
only guy in the group.
Our boyfriend.
He’s
a very funny guy.
Protective
and sweet.
The
most optimists among all of us.
Full
of stories whether senseless or trivial.
My
relationship with them.
Even though we belong in a group, we still
had someone who became close to each one of us. And as for me, here it goes:
With Jhona.
We were once become a rivalry in school.
But then it was a healthy competition running between us.
We became closer as friends after college.
I usually go to their house whenever I have
time. Those girly things such as shopping, sleepover and sleepless girl talks,
we used to do those.
I’m glad when there are things she first
told me before our other friends. It makes me feel special.
With Marky.
He’s my male best friend. We had a lot of
hang-outs. He always comes at our house expected or unexpectedly well, anyway
he’s always welcome.
My mom loves him more than my boyfriend.
Haha! Sad but true.
I can comfortably tell him whatever I feel
or think. He’s always there supporting me in every thing that I do. He’s also a
good listener and adviser.
I love him so much! Of course as a friend
and a dear brother, nothing else more than that. And I know that he loves me
too.
With Lan.
We became close during our first year in
college. I even considered her as my twin sister. We bought the same clothes;
we eat at the restaurants we wanted to, we watched movies just the two of us;
we sleep at each other’s house; we shared secrets. She became my chaperone
during my suitor’s date and she’s always there as a very good listener. She’s
not good at giving advices though. Hehe. But that’s fine. As long as there’s
someone who’s willing to listen then it’s alright.
She’s the type of person who likes to keep
her feelings and thoughts just to herself. Sometimes, I really need to force
her just to tell the whole story to me.
We can have a sleepless night just by
talking and talking. You know, girl talk.
Before graduation, she became close with
Rose and I to Dhez. But then after college, the closeness gets back.
With Rose.
Actually, she’s the least in the group that
I became close but then there’s still had time when she cried on my shoulders
and I cried with her too.
We had fights and misunderstandings but
then we’re still friends and became okay! I love her.
With Cez.
She’s the friend who always shows the real
her. And that’s what I really love and admire about her.
Although sometimes there were words that
she shouldn’t say but at least if you tell her that she’s wrong, she admits it.
Lyn.
I love boosting her self confidence and
helping her with all that I can. She’s a true friend and I can attest to that.
She’s one of the girls that I became first
close. She’s real, she considers me as her friend and she loves me. I can feel
it.
With Dez.
She’s silent, I’m noisy and we clicked.
She
became my human diary. I told her what I feel and think everyday of our school
lives. She knows my story specifically about my love life. Although she’s not a
good adviser (like Lan), she listens to me so well.
There were times that we separate ourselves
with the group and go on our own. Just the two of us. And I miss it. I wish
those times could happen again. If only we could but I doubt.
After graduation, I hated her.
She already had no time to be with us. She
always chooses her boyfriend over us. I told hurtful things and so was her.
Then we became total strangers.
I hate her so much. I even blocked her
facebook account. When we were still in college, she’s so quiet but then after
graduation she became mouthful through that social network.
As time passed by, I learned to forgive and
to accept things just as they were right now.
If you still consider me as a friend, so do
I. Above all these, what I want is just
a little time to be with them. Completely.
I hope she understands my point despite all
the things we’ve gone and done through.
So here they are. My best of friends, way
back in college.
I love you all guys.
Just always take care and keep in your
minds that I will always be here for you.
Good luck to all of you and I wish you all
the best. Sincerely….
-LaiN
10/16/13
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